TIRADE (PARADISE LOST)

Pushing 1 AM and I've got nothing to do
Paradise Lost is gonna keep me up 'til 2
And worse still, you haven't got a clue
The better life is waiting for you

I'm pretty good at making people leave
And if they don't, I can make them believe
That it would be their best decision yet
To let me screw my life up and forget

Don't make me say my tirade all again
I'll just say this, and then, you can say "when"
I couldn't be the girl you wanted then
And I don't know how
To be her now

Listen to me, darling, heaven's sake
I had no master plan for heartbreak
I don't know how else to say it, my dear
Life can only get better from here

Don't make me say my tirade all again
I'll just say this, and then, you can say "when"
I couldn't be the girl you wanted then
And I don't know how
To be her now

You want me to change? That, I can't do
I don't make promises that won't stay true
You're scared to admit how much of me you need
I'm scared to stay, I'm scared to leave
You want me to change? I don't know how
But everything, yes, everything is different now.

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